My best friend graduated yesterday, I was so excited and I'm so proud of her. I didn't get too many good pictures on my camera, but you get the idea. She looks gorgeous.

Weird, and annoying.

I find it weird AND annoying that when you need someone to talk to, nobody is there but when you want to be left alone or are sleeping, everyone and their dog are calling, and texting you.

June 27th.

Hey guys. This week I should be able to blog quite a bit. Until Thursday that is. I'm aiming for twice a day, in the morning and before bed. Saturday was my boyfriend and I's anniversary! It was exciting. This week, he's gone to work until Thursday. I've got to admit, sleeping alone is quite a change now since we're living together and usually always sleep together. This weekend is my best friends graduation. I'm so excited for her. Is anyone else graduating this year? Comment if so. What was/is your dress/suit like, your escort, your nerves, etc. OH, and congratulations/good luck.

A little bit of life in depth.

Realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure your still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life. The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.

I'm back, and I'm not going anywhere.

It's been forever since I posted anything. That's sad. I haven't posted any new blog posts because quite frankly I thought I was done with this site. WELL, not only this site, but Facebook, Twitter, And Formspring as well. I was going through a huge change with everything and seriously, I didn't think anyone was reading my blogs. Since I stopped posting, I went from zero to nine followers. That's without me going around and "broadcasting my blog" I guess you could say. As most of you can tell, I don't have much patience. Thanks everyone for following, and commenting. I'll be sure to check out all your blogs too and let you know what I think. Friendliness is key and needless to say I'm a pretty outgoing and friendly person. I'll be posting more often. Keep in touch chicks and gents. Oh, and maybe recommend me to people you think would be interested, also recommend blogs to me that you think I'd be interested in. Every day life is what interests me most, daily uploads, things such as those and more. You catch my drift. Much love friends.

Everyone gets disappointed, once in awhile.

Personally, I don't know why I even write blogs. I thought it would be fun, but it isn't as ''fun'' as I had intended. I've been writing a couple times, and yet I still have no followers. Nobody is even reading this I'm sure. I'm feeling as though this is pointless. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to quit blogging. I just thought that the appeal of writing to people who I didn't know, and ranting to people who didn't know me would be a whole lot more entertaining than it really is. Hopefully some day soon, this will be more than just an empty page with words. Maybe one day I'll make an impact on someones life through my blogging. For now, it's just the waiting game.

Crushes, crushes and finally love.

Recently I've been getting a lot of questions on formspring about whether I like someone or not. The answer to that is simple, yes I do. I thought I'd make a blog post about crushes and love today because everyone can relate, and everyone has had a crush.


As a teenager, I think we have the most crushes we'll ever have. I have had some horrific, humiliating crushes. I have fancied some people who full on piss me off now. But, at the time it feels like there is nothing more important than that one boy, or girl, you like. Your tummy flips when they walk in the room, you start acting like a complete dork and know your doing it but just can't stop. You want to slap yourself in the face and you keep forcing yourself to tell them. You think “maybe they like you back, you're wasting precious time” but you just can't seem to get the right words out.


I used to have real low self-esteem, and I would think whenever I liked someone, they wouldn't like me back. I would try and keep those feelings deep down inside, because I knew it would end in disappointment. Then I learned that if you keep your feelings bottled up, the person you liked wouldn't know you liked them. I learned that the most important person you need to like, and respect is yourself. If you don't love yourself, it's impossible to love someone else. If you don't have any self-esteem, you won't go far in life. Once you've began to love yourself, and not just convincing yourself you do, but actually loving yourself, you're ready to love someone else.

I've began to love myself, it hasn't been long, but it's been long enough to find someone who loves me as well. True enough, teenagers think that they love their girlfriend/boyfriends, and a couple weeks later it doesn't work out, I know, I've “loved” a lot of guys, and even girls, but now I know this one is right. People think I'm crazy for moving in with my nineteen year old boyfriend, and being in love with him. Maybe because they haven't experienced what I have. Kids, adults, teenagers, whoever it may be that is reading this, patience is key. Keep your mind open, and keep dreaming at night! :)